What is even happening?

Dawning of the Sun was officially published yesterday!! 

I can’t even explain all the emotions what I’ve gone through, but the most surprising is a sort of deflation. I knew there weren’t going to be fireworks exactly... (although part of me kind of hoped there would be), but it was mostly just a shock to see the email from by publisher that it had been posted to Ingram and was available for sale.  

I scrambled to get an announcement out, even though my publisher told me to treat it as a soft launch since my book order hasn’t been confirmed for the print queue yet, so I have no idea when I will be getting the physical books for my preorders. I figured those waiting on ebooks would jump at the chance to purchase! But, I’ve yet to be informed why the ebook is listed almost everywhere but on Kindle... what’s up with that? Is there a Canadian writer/publisher issue that Amazon just wants to punish me for? It’s clearly a personal vendetta since I didn’t use KDP... I’m sure of it.  

My book, my words, my heart and soul, are out in the world for judgmental eyes to read and view and criticize. I’ve had a few ARC readers get back to me with their reviews (check them out on my Reviews page) and they’ve all been so lovely. So far, everyone seems to enjoy the read. I’m waiting for my first bad review. I think I’m more scared of a 2 star review than a 1... a 1 star means I pissed you right off. Hatred is far more satisfying than indifference. I will be far more heartbroken by a review that says “It’s fine,” than one that rants and raves about how terrible it is. I’m a writer, I’m TRYING to elicit your emotions, good or bad. If I failed at that then I failed at my job.  

Here I am, one day after my book is out there. I know it will take time for readers to find Dawning of the Sun, buy it, then read it.  

Goodreads should update soon and you can all post your reviews! I can’t wait to read them all and have my world shattered by joy or grief... either way I’m excited.  

Join me on Instagram and Tiktok live September 2nd at 10am (GMT-7) for the official online Book Launch. I’ll read a passage from the book, give you some fun info, and answer any questions posted as I go. If nothing else, you can watch me flail awkwardly on camera.  
Thank you lovely readers! I hope you visit the Aurtanian seas and love every moment of it.  ​

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